Disappointment is a funny thing, it’s really just the brat in me getting used to the word no. I can’t have everything and that’s something I really need to accept. I might want to do something but certain situations have happened in my life that means I can’t always dictate. It’s selfish of me. But I don’t need an aeroplane to have an adventure, yes it would be nice but if the people I love aren’t there it’s really not worth it. I am not about to force someone to do something they don’t want to do then throw a strop because I want to do it, because that my friend is the definition off spoilt.
I mean it’s not really that what I want isn’t going to happen I just need to go back to the drawing board. Be an adult.
I was thinking about getting an electric wheelchair, (beautiful I know) so travelling on my own is so much easier. I know they are heavy but if they offer me some kind of independence then I can justify it.
Also if a motorised device can help me travel around European Cities eating pastries as I go then that is what I will do.
Right now though I need to focus on my career, I want everything to happen right now and unless I am some sort of multi-billionaire, which I am not, it shall not be so.
After saying all of this, Alex suggested that we go to a cottage in the Peak District with the dogs. Now not to be dramatic but I could of cried. I haven’t been to the Peak District in ages and a cosy cottage break in the middle of spring seems absolutely perfect. That’s the only reason I’m with him tbf, the dogs. I mean he is okay but they are so beautiful.
The Peak District in England is at the southern end of the Pennines. It is mostly in northern Derbyshire, but also includes parts of Cheshire, Greater Manchester, Staffordshire, West Yorkshire and South Yorkshire. Fun fact, according to google it is an area of great diversity, it is split into the Dark Peak, where most of the moorland is found and the geology is gritstone, and the limestone area of the White Peak.
My LOTR journey will continue. Every time I go to Ledbury and we drive through Malvern and Hereford I feel as though I am in the shire …. It’s beautiful. I mean it’s not New Zealand (working on him to go back there) but it’s the next best thing.
I am so excited, it was only a suggestion but …. I’M GOING ON AN ADVENTURE!