I Was Wrong

I have done a complete 180 on the Arbonne mascara.

I’ve been having a low couple of weeks. The other day I bawled, literally had a complete meltdown, for two whole hours because I couldn’t get my phone to charge and there was no one in the house to help me get it working again. I mean the charger was well and truly broken but I just couldn’t deal with the fact that …. I don’t even know what. I remember telling myself just to buy another one, but that made everything worse. My boyfriend came in, sorted it and that made me blubber some more because I needed a man to save me. I am independent god damn it.

I put this down to coming off my pill its throwing my hormones everywhere.

But the truth is I just feel lost. I work in an office, and it’s okay, just okay. That’s not how you should feel about your career. The people who I work with, although we all moan, are genuinely kind and lovely people and the job it’s self is a nice little job, yes it has it’s moments but don’t all jobs. so “It’s not you, it’s me” … but seriously. I started this job as a way to make money while I figured out what I wanted to do, that was four years ago and now I just feel stuck. I feel like I’m living someone else’s life and I don’t know how to break free. I’m not soaring nor am I flying like Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens. I’m just wollowing in self pitty because I don’t know how to get myself out of the situation I’m in. I don’t know how to save myself as it were.

To continue on the dramatic path, I kind of just want to start again. Move. Get a new job, get my own life. But I get frustrated because I just don’t know how.

So yes, I did cry (again). I got down and upset. But this mascara, this wonderful, beautiful Arbonne mascara that I was so wrong about, so so wrong. Anyway through all the coughing and spluttering, the puffy red eyes and blotchy complexion this little gem did not budge an inch. I was in hysterics for hours, did not smudge. Yet you apply makeup remover and off it comes. amazing.

Buy buy buy. Ignore what I said before. What do I know, nothing that’s what. I’m no MUA, I’m not part of the beauty community, wish I was but that’s a plea for a different time.

So just to clarify, pay no attention to me and buy Arbonne makeup because it is divine.


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